Swan Princess
Set a challenge for yourself. Spend six months distracting yourself with things. Go help a charity, engage yourself with a healthy community. Think not of your buddy.
ive tried doing something to better myself and focusing on other things to keep myself busy, it worked for some time but then all my progress just went back to square one i dont know how much longer i can resist mentally trying to just fix things over and over again, its exhausting me and just adding more problems to the ones that im already struggling with, he used to help me out with those too before he was gone now most of the time i just ask myself ‘’how do i fix this’’ and it gives error 404