off-topic
you're taller than me and weigh less than me
agitated skeleton shriek
agitated skeleton shriek
uh oh (idk what to do in this situation, i dont play 2d minecraft)
about 300k worth of apples
Still, gotta start poisoning myself
Don’t worry most of it is legs like 110cm my proportions are so weird
It's ok
Still, gotta start poisoning myself
i think you'd die from the amount of apple seeds consumed, not the cyanide in the apple seeds
i think you'd die from the amount of apple seeds consumed, not the cyanide in the apple seeds
Then I should just get cyanide
Then I should just get cyanide
There is a guide online on how to extract cyanide from almonds
There is a guide online on how to extract cyanide from almonds
No. Apple better. Almond obsolete.
No. Apple better. Almond obsolete.
Ah yes, the Apple fanboys way of getting cyanide
Ah yes, the Apple fanboys way of getting cyanide
Not a fan myself, just want to die
I still like how you can extract cyanide from fucking anti depressants xD
Ironic
Not a fan myself, just want to die
you have cheat codes active, you cant die
Ironic
Yes xD
you have cheat codes active, you cant die
I wish
It’s like the funny YouTube video where the guy dies when he disables god mode
I'll just type /kill player In the console
But I want pet hunter
i want a commisar
i did a whole playthrough of half life with god mode, i deactivated it and died in like 1 minute
Skill issue, take your L
i want a commisar
I want a democracy officer body pillow
I want a democracy officer body pillow
hes actually the goat, i just want to put my head on his shoulder plate and fall asleep
I want a democracy officer body pillow
Jeez
hes actually the goat, i just want to put my head on his shoulder plate and fall asleep
He never hugs me back when I do the emote : c
He never hugs me back when I do the emote : c
actually it reminds me, my friend sent me a bunch of his temu reccomendations and it had a bunch of nude body pillows...
actually it reminds me, my friend sent me a bunch of his temu reccomendations and it had a bunch of nude body pillows...
Omfg xD I only have one of the god emperor (40k)
lets just say... my friend needs a girlfriend.
He can borrow me for cuddles
lets just say... my friend needs a girlfriend.
Your friend, me and everyone else
Omfg xD I only have one of the god emperor (40k)
wARhAMMeR 40k Oh MY GoOdNESs
He can borrow me for cuddles
who doesnt want cuddles
wARhAMMeR 40k Oh MY GoOdNESs
Yes xD I read all the books and think I classify as lore master at this point
Yes xD I read all the books and think I classify as lore master at this point
i like the green robots with the green pew pew guns
who doesnt want cuddles
Especially from a 186cm skeleton
Your friend, me and everyone else
mmm yes
i like the green robots with the green pew pew guns
You mean necrons ?
You mean necrons ?
i already knew their name, i just wanted to see if you'd be upset with what i said
i already knew their name, i just wanted to see if you'd be upset with what i said
No no they’re green robot pew pew guys who lived throug the trans experience of being in the wrong body and killed god for it wich is n absolute mood
No no they’re green robot pew pew guys who lived throug the trans experience of being in the wrong body and killed god for it wich is n absolute mood
dont they have big obelisks
dont they have big obelisks
Yes xD big fucking pyramid laser go BRRRRRR
They had cancer, now they're clankers
crankers? sounds like me in fortnite 
They had cancer, now they're clankers
From wrong body to wrong body, poor guys
crankers? sounds like me in fortnite
Sure you are if you use god mode for hl
From wrong body to wrong body, poor guys
Yeah
Sure you are if you use god mode for hl
bro i was running it on my shitty-ahhh computer which still had lag on HALF LIFE OF ALL GAMES for some reason.
bro i was running it on my shitty-ahhh computer which still had lag on HALF LIFE OF ALL GAMES for some reason.
Skill issue
There is a Theorie that Trazyn and Orican were lovers before the bio transference and the Catan made them hate eachother for remaining loyal to themselves and now it makes me cry every time
Love is overrated
Love is overrated
skeleton crying noises
lemme translate that. There is this theory when a person and this other person loved eachother very much (smoochy smoochy) before they became trans and another dude made them not smoochy smoochy anymore and now they divorced and they had affairs and now it makes me make eye water every time
I will feed you your spine
I will feed you your spine
good thing im spineless
good thing im spineless
You are in the book now
Life needs to stop diddling me In the bottom
actual facts
Life needs to stop diddling me In the bottom
Bro got molested by life
Says the guy without love xd
L
L
Thank you
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is that lotr or warhammer
is that lotr or warhammer
The one in the book doesn’t speak
The one in the book doesn’t speak
mumbling noises?
Thank you
u said da ls to meesa
lemme translate that. There is this theory when a person and this other person loved eachother very much (smoochy smoochy) before they became trans and another dude made them not smoochy smoochy anymore and now they divorced and they had affairs and now it makes me make eye water every time
@Niroc this is transphobic
u said da ls to meesa
I don't mind getting l'd because it's true
HUH
I do not forgive
I do not forgive
@Niroc this is harassment
@Niroc this is harassment
Silence wrench
lemme translate that. There is this theory when a person and this other person loved eachother very much (smoochy smoochy) before they became trans and another dude made them not smoochy smoochy anymore and now they divorced and they had affairs and now it makes me make eye water every time
are you talking about mr beast crew
Are you guys arguing?
i dont even know man
are you talking about mr beast crew
uhh sure
@AH-64E(strogen) are we arguing or not i cant tell im too tired, im tryna be the funnies
You pissed me off with transphobia you’re in the book now
Are you guys arguing?
Hope not
You pissed me off with transphobia you’re in the book now
how was i being transphobic???
how was i being transphobic???
Your message
You pissed me off with transphobia you’re in the book now
Pretty sure he wasn't intending to offend you
Pretty sure he wasn't intending to offend you
He did and now he is in the book this grudge can only be redeemed with death
He did and now he is in the book this grudge can only be redeemed with death
are you calling for murder? what the hell
are you calling for murder? what the hell
No
He did and now he is in the book this grudge can only be redeemed with death
Can't tell if childish or joking
Can't tell if childish or joking
same
He did and now he is in the book this grudge can only be redeemed with death
Oh well, imma dip this convo, but lemme tell you that I'm very disappointed
The bait is kind of obvious 
Im joking and drunk xD I read too much warhammer fantasy dwarf stuff
you made me worried, i didnt want to get banned from da helldivers server
The bait is kind of obvious
I was starting to believe that it was going to be serious
you made me worried, i didnt want to get banned from da helldivers server
It was still objectively transphobic tho
Some people ACTUALLY talk like that
Yes
It was still objectively transphobic tho
please explain so i dont make the same mistake
Some people ACTUALLY talk like that
Yes some people are stupid and exist
please explain so i dont make the same mistake
Hahah lol he made them trans and now they hate eachother, is rly not smth you should say
Yes some people are stupid and exist
Like me
Hahah lol he made them trans and now they hate eachother, is rly not smth you should say
i didnt even mean it that way and i said trans cos of bio tranference and idfk what that is
Like me
Noo your just um different
i didnt even mean it that way and i said trans cos of bio tranference and idfk what that is
Then shut up and don’t talk abt it
Noo your just um different
Say it, don't mind
You can't make someone trans tho
EXACTLY THIS IS WHAT I MEANT
EXACTLY THIS IS WHAT I MEANT
So it's a nonsense statement so it wasn't transphobic
You can't make someone trans tho
They made them clankers to avoid cancer
Then shut up and don’t talk abt it
why dont you shut up?
So it's a nonsense statement so it wasn't transphobic
No it just pisses me off by now becouse so many ppl said smth made me trans
No it just pisses me off by now becouse so many ppl said smth made me trans
reading comprehension levels are lacking
why dont you shut up?
You really like to start an argument don't you?
why dont you shut up?
Shut up and die
Shut up and die
i mean the guy apologized, and this dude is calling for violence and murder against @Espresso Lord @Moderator
Let's change the subject tbh 
i mean the guy apologized, and this dude is calling for violence and murder against @Espresso Lord @Moderator
Im litteraly not
Shut up and die
and now he's telling me to kill myself @Moderator
woah
Woah like the Crash bandicoot
and now he's telling me to kill myself @Moderator
You’re trolling
Woah like the Crash bandicoot
bandicoots are nothing like the game trust me they bite
You’re trolling
He is a very bad faith person but maybe don't tell people to die :/
bandicoots are nothing like the game trust me they bite
I know, like Tasmanian devils
something is wrong with you
Yes I had half a liter of vodka on 64 ish kg and 186cm xD like I said before
Yes I had half a liter of vodka on 64 ish kg and 186cm xD like I said before
wow you are so funny being drunk telling people to kill themselves
No it just pisses me off by now becouse so many ppl said smth made me trans
Yeah no... People pretend to be trans nowadays but. It's like... Real trans is in your brain
Yeah no... People pretend to be trans nowadays but. It's like... Real trans is in your brain
Umm
Umm
?
you know what really sucks? being from eastern europe 
You don't just go through surgery, and years of medication to pretend
Some people pretend just for clout and never go through surgery. Some people are also taught to believe they're trans and end up regretting the surgery and hormones
you know what really sucks? being from eastern europe
ukraine?
ukraine?
close, but no
Some people pretend just for clout and never go through surgery. Some people are also taught to believe they're trans and end up regretting the surgery and hormones
Yes the people that regret transitioning are one percent of the one percent
It's not a fun thing to be trans and it actually sucks
You never heard of Trans-trenders?
Yes the people that regret transitioning are one percent of the one percent
It's way more common than you think.
imma say something, even the gta servers off topic chat was more chill lmao
Yeah, the trans thing makes people to go wild here
It's way more common than you think.
Statistics disagree
That's a myth made by hate groups
Mmmm no it's a real thing
Statistics disagree
You do not wanna get into statistics with me.
i wanna get involved but im gonna be the bigger person (mummy aint proud) and not gonna join in
Me neither, actually if this doesn't stop imma call a mod
Me neither, actually if this doesn't stop imma call a mod
yeah same
boring conversation 
My man don't be telling a trans women you know more than them about their own existence please
Bitch be assuming I don't have any personal experience of my own
CAT FIGHT 
what part of south america you from @Mikhail the silly karpov
I'm from the south
So anyway what's everyone up to this morning
Hating myself more than yesterday
So anyway what's everyone up to this morning
its night for me, but at the moment i got the shivers cos my life pretty much ended around about an hour ago
I'm from the south
South America or the south of America?
South America or the south of America?
South of south America
its night for me, but at the moment i got the shivers cos my life pretty much ended around about an hour ago
Oh wtf? How'd that happen
South of south America
Nice
Oh wtf? How'd that happen
well, just to make it short, my mum kinda like said some stuff and i said some stuff and i dont think im going to live with her anymore
South of south America
the ocean?
well, just to make it short, my mum kinda like said some stuff and i said some stuff and i dont think im going to live with her anymore
Oh I'm sorry I dealt with shitty parents too
I dealt with shitty parents too
well, just to make it short, my mum kinda like said some stuff and i said some stuff and i dont think im going to live with her anymore
Ah yes, I still remember that you were going to tell that story in detail, but a resumed version is better
Oh I'm sorry I dealt with shitty parents too
I dealt with shitty parents too
she shit talked my dad as well, trying to get me to not go there, but i think shes just making it worse, she also brought up religion which i dont want to get into rn
Ah yes, I still remember that you were going to tell that story in detail, but a resumed version is better
yes very much so
yes very much so
Oh well you're already telling the story so it's okay
My dad has a history of marrying women buying a bunch of stuff and selling it so he can collect it as his own money and then leaving once the well ran dry unfortunately
my dad cheated, but i dont think he does anymore, and my mum just put too many boundaries in my life. Pretty much ruining things.
shoutout mistreated children with inexperienced parents 
Less controlley but she'd be upset if I didn't ask if I should move somewhere or do anything independent lol
very different to mine
shoutout mistreated children with inexperienced parents
not the same for me, but i feel bad for those guys
I once talked about people shouldn't be having children untill they're mental and economic stable to avoid that kind of things
yeah, but things come up too, sometimes you get lucky most of the time you dont.
How is everyone doing?
Horrible tbf
yeah, but things come up too, sometimes you get lucky most of the time you dont.
It's worse If you're conscious that you actually have a problem
How is everyone doing?
Terrible sir
Horrible tbf
Why?
lol. money. my dad said to me the other day: "Once you get out of highschool, you're going to uni, no matter what, you're gonna get a degree in one of these things... then you're going to have an easy life"
Ive been told the same as well
Terrible sir
Why, what's wrong?
lol. money. my dad said to me the other day: "Once you get out of highschool, you're going to uni, no matter what, you're gonna get a degree in one of these things... then you're going to have an easy life"
She's so far enjoying uni but it's been tough on her mental health for sure
Why?
Arm kills cuz I had to rush my self under this fat ass shelf what was about to fall on someone and it ripped my arm open
Arm kills cuz I had to rush my self under this fat ass shelf what was about to fall on someone and it ripped my arm open
Oh my god, did you go to a hospital?
Why, what's wrong?
Eh, where do I even start with
Oh my god, did you go to a hospital?
uh put some bandage still on it and wrapped it in tape-
uh put some bandage still on it and wrapped it in tape-
You are going for that Flex Tape commercial huh
You should probably get that looked at
I’ll be fine
She's so far enjoying uni but it's been tough on her mental health for sure
yeah mental health is a big thing. My girlfriend is really stressed from all her extracurricular activities, and her dad is injured too so she has to help out more, and i feel bad for her, but thats just life i guess.
Eh, where do I even start with
I am here to listen soo.....
I need the money for stuff 
♂️
♂️
I once talked about people shouldn't be having children untill they're mental and economic stable to avoid that kind of things
some people are pressured by tradition, it's sad that people who choose to not go into arranged marriage and have children just to work on themselves first are treated like outcasts or 'influenced by the devil'
I need the money for stuff ♂️
♂️
U are in a no free healthcare country?
U are in a no free healthcare country?
If I went home = no pay
yeah mental health is a big thing. My girlfriend is really stressed from all her extracurricular activities, and her dad is injured too so she has to help out more, and i feel bad for her, but thats just life i guess.
Is hard when you have to deal with all that stuff alone, glad you to hear you support each other
so I’ll just tough through the end of my shift I’m on break rn
Damn, good luck man I hope your arm'll get better
Is hard when you have to deal with all that stuff alone, glad you to hear you support each other
yeah. she helped with the recent family problem thing, im glad i've got her
Now I'm just baking and cleaning etc and binging tv
You staying hydrated,
I used to be the moneymaker of the house but my wife tookover after a few years and once she finishes school we'll be really cozy
happiness and comfort in life definitely takes time to achieve 
You staying hydrated,
Yepper ever since I got my caffeine intolerance I can only really drink water now
yeah. she helped with the recent family problem thing, im glad i've got her
Yeah, having someone to count with must be something great
Yepper ever since I got my caffeine intolerance I can only really drink water now
… yikes I’m on my 5th monster rn-
My body is extremely sensitive to like literally anything
Aw my apologies
Yeah, having someone to count with must be something great
yeah i guess, depends really, well, i hope you find your special someone
I am here to listen soo.....
It's okay, I don't want to realty bother people with my yapping sht
My body is extremely sensitive to like literally anything
May the God help you
… yikes I’m on my 5th monster rn-
Eat some carbs like bread to help you in case of stomach acidity
yeah i guess, depends really, well, i hope you find your special someone
If I had a nickel every time someone says that to me.
Eat some carbs like bread to help you in case of stomach acidity
having rice and chicken before gym
It's okay, I don't want to realty bother people with my yapping sht
Ngl it's not a problem for me but in some odd way I kind of feel good listening to people. Still if you don't want to talk I understand.
aw mikhail, you'll find the one eventually
There's another nickel for my pocket
If I had a nickel every time someone says that to me.
you will though
Ngl it's not a problem for me but in some odd way I kind of feel good listening to people. Still if you don't want to talk I understand.
my problem with talking about my problems is cuz a lot of the time I’m the problem
2400 calories down after I have that meal
I've been counting my calories as well the last month it's been really good healthwise
having rice and chicken before gym
Rice is also good, but anyway don't go for 5 energy drinks everyday...
you will though
And another, jeez I'm getting rich in my head
There's another nickel for my pocket
Maybe you should start collecting nickels?
I've been counting my calories as well the last month it's been really good healthwise
I aim for 3200 calories and 190 grams of protien
My body is extremely sensitive to like literally anything
I'm jealous.
And another, jeez I'm getting rich in my head
get a jar
My body breaks out cuz of pre workout i push down my throat sometimes which gets horrible or
you dont feel like giving your body a lil break?
Ngl it's not a problem for me but in some odd way I kind of feel good listening to people. Still if you don't want to talk I understand.
I just want to avoid overwhelming or annoying people with my stuff
you dont feel like giving your body a lil break?
big muscles :3
If I had a nickel every time someone says that to me.
It’s a very cliche saying but I promise it happens, just don’t be pushing it 24/7 or make that your only goal
I'm jealous.
Had 5mg of weed yesterday morning and was stoned till late evening
big muscles :3
Rest is important for muscle gain.
big muscles :3
i respect the grind brotha but better to be fit n Happy 
Rest is important for muscle gain.
I go 3 days a week and rock climbs once
my problem with talking about my problems is cuz a lot of the time I’m the problem
Well ,that tends to happen since it is your life. Think of it like this if you are the problem you can also solve the problem?
It’s a very cliche saying but I promise it happens, just don’t be pushing it 24/7 or make that your only goal
My only goal rn is surviving instinctively without having an actual reason to keep going forward
My only goal rn is surviving instinctively without having an actual reason to keep going forward
Do you not have any other goals in life?
My only goal rn is surviving instinctively without having an actual reason to keep going forward
my only goal rn is to make it through wednesday morning, and to get to dads
Had 5mg of weed yesterday morning and was stoned till late evening
My body is highly resistant to, basically everything. But ESPECIALLY painkillers
Well ,that tends to happen since it is your life. Think of it like this if you are the problem you can also solve the problem?
Biggest problem I have in the last few months I don’t know what got into me but I’m more aggressive I’m snapping a lot more I’m the last 4 months Iv had 3 main incidents and two ended up I’m the hospital
My only goal rn is surviving instinctively without having an actual reason to keep going forward
I am hearing that a lot lately
Do you not have any other goals in life?
My main goal is to blow up and act like I don't know nobody
My main goal is to blow up and act like I don't know nobody
Real 
Do you not have any other goals in life?
Not actually, I used to have a band and make music and paintings, but then I moved from my old city, got separated from my old band, abd slowly my small dreams became nothing.
Biggest problem I have in the last few months I don’t know what got into me but I’m more aggressive I’m snapping a lot more I’m the last 4 months Iv had 3 main incidents and two ended up I’m the hospital
I Always reccomend therapy
Biggest problem I have in the last few months I don’t know what got into me but I’m more aggressive I’m snapping a lot more I’m the last 4 months Iv had 3 main incidents and two ended up I’m the hospital
So you are going berserk out of the blue? Are you under excessive stress or something?
Not actually, I used to have a band and make music and paintings, but then I moved from my old city, got separated from my old band, abd slowly my small dreams became nothing.
get a hobby, make friends on helldivers
Biggest problem I have in the last few months I don’t know what got into me but I’m more aggressive I’m snapping a lot more I’m the last 4 months Iv had 3 main incidents and two ended up I’m the hospital
Therapy. Something is causing that rage and you need to learn what it is.
Not actually, I used to have a band and make music and paintings, but then I moved from my old city, got separated from my old band, abd slowly my small dreams became nothing.
Man I love painting I constantly paint too
So you are going berserk out of the blue? Are you under excessive stress or something?
I’ll give just a small example I was at college and got an hour I told this kid if he keeps Annoying I’ll beat the shit outa him I dident mean it but out of no where he throws something at me and i flipped I grabbed him by the collar of his shirt and it led to what happened
Not actually, I used to have a band and make music and paintings, but then I moved from my old city, got separated from my old band, abd slowly my small dreams became nothing.
Oh that sounds really cool, I’ve done that whole move before too on my own.
Biggest problem I have in the last few months I don’t know what got into me but I’m more aggressive I’m snapping a lot more I’m the last 4 months Iv had 3 main incidents and two ended up I’m the hospital
you did say youve been treating yourself like shit, it definitely contributes to feeling angry and terrible towards everything all the time so rest (mentally n physically) is definitely ur number one priority rn 
Not actually, I used to have a band and make music and paintings, but then I moved from my old city, got separated from my old band, abd slowly my small dreams became nothing.
Now I only paint when I feel confident or suddenly if feel great, but that feeling doesn't last long and sooner or later I get back into feeling myself lost.
It’s not just flipping I’m having violent thoughts I want something or somebody to give me a reason to swing
Sounds like repressed anger ngl
Now I only paint when I feel confident or suddenly if feel great, but that feeling doesn't last long and sooner or later I get back into feeling myself lost.
Have you tried any mindfulness exercises?
My main goal is to blow up and act like I don't know nobody
Not sure I'd want to be famous 
get a hobby, make friends on helldivers
Man, I have hobbies and tried to make friends on Helldivers, the main reason I uninstalled Helldivers is because I couldn't make any friends to play with nor even a consistent squad
Now I only paint when I feel confident or suddenly if feel great, but that feeling doesn't last long and sooner or later I get back into feeling myself lost.
Try your hand in new hobbies or research places in your new city that have to do with your old hobbies! Take yourself out on a date!
Have you tried any mindfulness exercises?
Like physical exercise? I often do arms and abdominals
Man, I have hobbies and tried to make friends on Helldivers, the main reason I uninstalled Helldivers is because I couldn't make any friends to play with nor even a consistent squad
if you reinstall it, i'll play with you
Not sure I'd want to be famous
I like being able to go places without being constantly stopped
If I ever want to join a gaming community I usually do magic the gathering
Iv heard of that never really researched it
If I ever want to join a gaming community I usually do magic the gathering
my brother plays mtg
If I ever want to join a gaming community I usually do magic the gathering
The games they host at game stores always look cool, have never gotten into it though
Like physical exercise? I often do arms and abdominals
"Mindfulness is the cognitive skill, usually developed through meditation, of sustaining meta-attention of the contents of one's own mind in the present moment. Mindfulness derives from sati, a significant element of Hindu and Buddhist traditions, and is based on Zen, Vipassanā, and Tibetan meditation techniques."
and I’m not a small person Iv done semi pro boxing and I’m at the gym all the time so I’m also scared of myself like what if I flip and I don’t pull my punches and I go too far
I think if you are this concerned you need to see someone man
Like physical exercise? I often do arms and abdominals
I'm still taking the bait, aren't I?
are mtg players notoriously stinky?
Most of the time it's the stereotype of stinky guys yeahh
"Mindfulness is the cognitive skill, usually developed through meditation, of sustaining meta-attention of the contents of one's own mind in the present moment. Mindfulness derives from sati, a significant element of Hindu and Buddhist traditions, and is based on Zen, Vipassanā, and Tibetan meditation techniques."
Does Losing myself in bad memories and thoughts while I stare to nothing but my wall counts as meditation?
anyway guys I gotta go pick up a bunch of shit and move it around i only have like 30-45 mins left I’ll pop back in when I’m finished
Have good day man
Not as bad as yugioh though
dnd?
dnd?
Dnd has broadened their player base
Does Losing myself in bad memories and thoughts while I stare to nothing but my wall counts as meditation?
Nah
Dnd I'd say is not very stinky anymore
i tried dnd, idk what i was doing, apparently i got a wife, i gave up.
Dnd I'd say is not very stinky anymore
agreed
I'm still taking the bait, aren't I?
I'm not baiting when I talk about my problems, but you can take them as bait if you want, I started to give them less importance through time.
Does Losing myself in bad memories and thoughts while I stare to nothing but my wall counts as meditation?
That's disassociation with maybe a sprinkling of rumination 
i tried dnd, idk what i was doing, apparently i got a wife, i gave up.
It took me a while to learn too but when I did I never looked back
Not sure I'd want to be famous
I don't want to be famous either. It's a meme from riffraff
Does Losing myself in bad memories and thoughts while I stare to nothing but my wall counts as meditation?
No but filling up my day with things to do helps me eventually forget the bad times
It took me a while to learn too but when I did I never looked back
all i remember - went into a town, bought stew for me and a friend, saved a servant girl, she started following, killed some goblins, killed a dragon, got the monees and nearly got assassinated idk
No but filling up my day with things to do helps me eventually forget the bad times
That's why I sometimes try to paint something
OOO I’ve been playing through the Diablo series
Those are arpgs but diablos cool
That's why I sometimes try to paint something
Are you getting enough sleep at night time?
I don't want to be famous either. It's a meme from riffraff
Ah fair enough :D
That's why I sometimes try to paint something
I remember showing some of my art in mess hall
all i remember - went into a town, bought stew for me and a friend, saved a servant girl, she started following, killed some goblins, killed a dragon, got the monees and nearly got assassinated idk
Sounds like a fun time
it’s so much fun, I beat Diablo Hellfire yesterday
isnt diablo like a creature from monster hunter world
Are you getting enough sleep at night time?
Nope, now that I'm on vacation I don't
Nope, now that I'm on vacation I don't
Would you be willing to try to improve your sleep hygeine?
isnt diablo like a creature from monster hunter world
You’re asking the wrong person, I’m empty headed
isnt diablo like a creature from monster hunter world
Diablos*
Would you be willing to try to improve your sleep hygeine?
I mean, I would if I didn't had this shit in my head everytime I try to sleep
I mean, I would if I didn't had this shit in my head everytime I try to sleep
You could try a natural sleep aid
Diablos*
mmm yes i hated that bos (i was bad i used the virgin defender armour)
Diablos doesn't use fire he's got like a triceratops head on a big dragon body and he can dig underground
fire was involved for me
You could try a natural sleep aid
I don't want to sleep and dream that I'm happy just to wake up again and get disappointed again
I'm a gunlance main :>
average virgin defender greatsword main right here
I don't want to sleep and dream that I'm happy just to wake up again and get disappointed again
sounds like there’s a little more deep down that needs working on than just being stagnant and lost. Therapy isn’t for everyone I know but have you tried it?
average virgin defender greatsword main right here
Nothing wrong with using the basic gear
sounds like there’s a little more deep down that needs working on than just being stagnant and lost. Therapy isn’t for everyone I know but have you tried it?
Some are expensive and some are given by people who hated their job and treated people like garbage.
I don't want to sleep and dream that I'm happy just to wake up again and get disappointed again
Enjoy those dreams when you get them. It can be worse. I would know. I have to take medication to suppress dreams
Nothing wrong with using the basic gear
first time i played was when i was like 10 years old, then i played again on my main and was like "holy im shit now, i was better when i was like 10"
Enjoy those dreams when you get them. It can be worse. I would know. I have to take medication to suppress dreams
Yeah I got offered meds as well, but they weren't offered by s doctor, just a friend who saved some and wanted to gift them
Some are expensive and some are given by people who hated their job and treated people like garbage.
I get it, you have to start somewhere though. Sitting with the thoughts and negativity won’t happen and help doesn’t happen unless you want it to.
first time i played was when i was like 10 years old, then i played again on my main and was like "holy im shit now, i was better when i was like 10"
My most hated monster currently is the espinas giant dragon that shoots fireballs that are also poisnous
My most hated monster currently is the espinas giant dragon that shoots fireballs that are also poisnous
sounds like that weird owl
Yeah I got offered meds as well, but they weren't offered by s doctor, just a friend who saved some and wanted to gift them
I've tried meds before, I've found a specific one to be really helpful, although I don't think I should talk too much about specific psych meds in the chat. DM me if you're at all interested.
sounds like that weird owl
I know the one your talking about it's like purple
I get it, you have to start somewhere though. Sitting with the thoughts and negativity won’t happen and help doesn’t happen unless you want it to.
I got to the point I just gave up on asking for help since I've been told that I should shut up or told that I should just stop whining and respect that people don't care.
I know the one your talking about it's like purple
yeah and its like hella. Imma stop there before i insult somebody. Its hella annoying with its annoying ass cheeks
I've tried meds before, I've found a specific one to be really helpful, although I don't think I should talk too much about specific psych meds in the chat. DM me if you're at all interested.
You shouldn't talk since meds should be given and recommended by a professional.
wait the last few words sound wrong, im talking about its poison cheeks
Oh your talking about pukei pukei
Oh your talking about pukei pukei
yes puke face
Yeah I got offered meds as well, but they weren't offered by s doctor, just a friend who saved some and wanted to gift them
For the past... uhhh... 8 years??? I have nightmares that blur the line between dream and reality. To the point where injuries sustained in the dream become 'real' cause my brain can't tell
You shouldn't talk since meds should be given and recommended by a professional.
I don't see the harm in sharing personal experiences with meds (perscribed by a professional). That doesn't mean I'm advocating for you to try to get the meds on your own, but you can certainly bring it up with a healthcare professional.
For the past... uhhh... 8 years??? I have nightmares that blur the line between dream and reality. To the point where injuries sustained in the dream become 'real' cause my brain can't tell
Jeez, that's heavy af
Jeez, that's heavy af
That's trauma for ya
Easy monster once you cut the tail off
i havent played for a year
the anjanath is quite possibly the hottest of all monsters
I'd recommend you apex rathalos
I got to the point I just gave up on asking for help since I've been told that I should shut up or told that I should just stop whining and respect that people don't care.
Oh heck no, now it’s important to learn when and who to share these thoughts with, but you yourself and your thoughts matter. (Also you might want to actually get diagnosed if you want to start down a medication route. There’s no use taking drugs if you don’t even know what you’re working with in your head.)
That's trauma for ya
Yeah, I can tell
For the past... uhhh... 8 years??? I have nightmares that blur the line between dream and reality. To the point where injuries sustained in the dream become 'real' cause my brain can't tell
when i get beaten in my dreams, i taste blood, and oftentimes i'll get injured in a dream and i'l wake up with an injury where the injury was in the dream
Good morning!
Good morning 
I've only ever killed a apex rathalos once and I was lucky
bro i only know apex's from horizon forbidden west, i have never heard of an apex in mhw, but if there is an apex rathalos im not gonna grind if i play again
Oh heck no, now it’s important to learn when and who to share these thoughts with, but you yourself and your thoughts matter. (Also you might want to actually get diagnosed if you want to start down a medication route. There’s no use taking drugs if you don’t even know what you’re working with in your head.)
I've never been on drugs in my life and I don't want to start soon. But I must admit I ended up being an alcoholic just to suppress some of the pain, but then I just got bored and quitted
bro i only know apex's from horizon forbidden west, i have never heard of an apex in mhw, but if there is an apex rathalos im not gonna grind if i play again
It's in rise basically a super buffed version
Good morning!
Good morning shiny stars
It's in rise basically a super buffed version
ah so the same as horizon. But anjanath is the hottest with its chicken wings and chicken fluff
Good morning shiny stars
The uh giant fire beam always catches me off guard
wait wait wait, hold up, FIRE BEAM? CHICKEN FIRE BEAM????
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I feel molested
I feel molested
A slap for democracy 
A slap for democracy
Eruptor or a quasar en they're done
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Well, I gotta hop off. I'm supposed to be working and getting too distracted here. To my fellow Hell Divers who are struggling with mental health, I'm rooting for you guys.
i salute you helldiver
Well, I gotta hop off. I'm supposed to be working and getting too distracted here. To my fellow Hell Divers who are struggling with mental health, I'm rooting for you guys.
Good luck soldier
I've never been on drugs in my life and I don't want to start soon. But I must admit I ended up being an alcoholic just to suppress some of the pain, but then I just got bored and quitted
Congrats on the quitting part, ik that’s hard for a lot of people. You’ve got some type of willpower which means you’ve got hope for a good, healthy future. Getting advice from randoms online can only do so much (whether it’s negative or positive) but one thing is that starting somewhere is important. You have to figure out you and heal your past trauma to grow.
wait wait wait, hold up, FIRE BEAM? CHICKEN FIRE BEAM????
Yah anjanath breathes a big fire beam at you when mad
Yah anjanath breathes a big fire beam at you when mad
even the base one? or is this the apex one, because my potato brain doesnt remember firebeam
even the base one? or is this the apex one, because my potato brain doesnt remember firebeam
Congrats on the quitting part, ik that’s hard for a lot of people. You’ve got some type of willpower which means you’ve got hope for a good, healthy future. Getting advice from randoms online can only do so much (whether it’s negative or positive) but one thing is that starting somewhere is important. You have to figure out you and heal your past trauma to grow.
I kinda want to go back to alcohol since everything is getting worse, but I'm too lazy to cross the whole city for an hour just for alcohol
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where is its chicken fluff, also, is the halloween armour worth it? i have it, but is defender better
where is its chicken fluff, also, is the halloween armour worth it? i have it, but is defender better
That's the regular anjanath also I'd say no
I kinda want to go back to alcohol since everything is getting worse, but I'm too lazy to cross the whole city for an hour just for alcohol
It only slows down the inevitable- real doosie of a choice. Shout out to the laziness holding you back from making a bad decision lol.
quick q, how do i get image perms
Hue hue look familiar? Scenes like these are happening all over the galaxy, right now! You. Could. Be. Next
I got banned of the Apex Legends server. This is 4 for 4
LMAO how
I got banned of the Apex Legends server. This is 4 for 4
Apex legends such an l game tbh
Hue hue look familiar? Scenes like these are happening all over the galaxy, right now! You. Could. Be. Next
i could be railed by a warrior? (sounds wrong but yk what im talkin about)
LMAO how
Idk I didn't even get a DM from the bots. Everyone there is a communist
LMAO how
They will silence you if you aren't gay or LGBTq. I replied to someone that said that Alex needs to fix it's servers and not focus on the woke LGBT agenda and I got hit with a ban or kick or something
when i get beaten in my dreams, i taste blood, and oftentimes i'll get injured in a dream and i'l wake up with an injury where the injury was in the dream
My dreams are... horrific. Last dream I had, i lost 3 limbs. When I woke up I had no control over them. Took about 90 minutes for my brain go realize I still had them
communism is wack, but cool in theory
Democracy good, communism bad -liberty prime
They will silence you if you aren't gay or LGBTq. I replied to someone that said that Alex needs to fix it's servers and not focus on the woke LGBT agenda and I got hit with a ban or kick or something
that explains it. youre an ass
Apex legends such an l game tbh
This is what I was talking about yesterday my guy . It happened again 
They will silence you if you aren't gay or LGBTq. I replied to someone that said that Alex needs to fix it's servers and not focus on the woke LGBT agenda and I got hit with a ban or kick or something
Wicked
They will silence you if you aren't gay or LGBTq. I replied to someone that said that Alex needs to fix it's servers and not focus on the woke LGBT agenda and I got hit with a ban or kick or something
Meh, you won’t win with that kind of argument or mindset lol.
My dreams are... horrific. Last dream I had, i lost 3 limbs. When I woke up I had no control over them. Took about 90 minutes for my brain go realize I still had them
thats actually insane, i feel really bad for you. my dreams are really vivid sometimes in a good way and a bad way, i remember one time i got stabbed in the back and i felt like i had been stabbed most of the day (in a dream)
This is what I was talking about yesterday my guy . It happened again
Idk about LGBT, but I hate apex by its only existence, they took from us Titanfall 3
apex is lame, bad ability shooter 
that explains it. youre an ass
I didn't even say it through it was a reply lol
fortnite is better. dont hurt me.
Battlefield 1 is way better than both games
Helldivers 2 is better than all those games
you stole my thoughts
Helldivers 2 is better than all those games
Big take
apex is lame, bad ability shooter
I like the game it's just the community and devs who won't focus on the work. I wish Elon could buy EA and actually fix everything about it
Helldivers 2 is better than all those games
MIND THIEF
Idk about LGBT, but I hate apex by its only existence, they took from us Titanfall 3
I heard they are quietly developing it
I like the game it's just the community and devs who won't focus on the work. I wish Elon could buy EA and actually fix everything about it
lol uh, it’s just a money grabber of a game now.
I like the game it's just the community and devs who won't focus on the work. I wish Elon could buy EA and actually fix everything about it
if ea owned helldivers it would costs a lot of money to unlock stratagems
Battlefield 1 is way better than both games
Battlefield 1 is Goated, but the multiplayer is not friendly with people because of the servers
Meh, you won’t win with that kind of argument or mindset lol.
Someone had to say the truth
if ea owned helldivers it would costs a lot of money to unlock stratagems
God forbid that ever happens
@Mikhail the silly karpov do you think we scared of the weird angry person from before
Who?
God forbid that ever happens
wanna unlock stratagems? Its only 9.99
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Someone had to say the truth
Yeah but I’m sure you and 500 other people said the same thing and then got banned. Discord isn’t the place to fight that argument, imma keep it real.
Who?
weird person who got angry at me and told someone to die